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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

arghhhh ! my left arm is currently numb and painful . only my right arm can be function at the moment . had our injections today ! insane right ? in the first place they said its suppose to be tomorrow then today at around 8.25a.m , the nurse came and asked us to go to the conference room for check up and all . Then when Miss HAo came at 8.30a.m , she asked us if we were supposed to go for our check up then the whole class shouted NO . lol . so she ran all the way to the seocnd floor and came back and said " 6As all are liars . faster line up outside go for your check up " . arghh . was damn scare can . As i was waiting for my turn to be inject , all were saying that the first injection was nothing but the second one was painful . so when i was sitting on the chair for the first injection , i was relaxing but when the needle when in , i freaking screamed at the top of my lungs . FUCKING PAINFUL ! when the needle is being poked , its painful . When the nurse inject the thing , the pain was just unbearable . i almost cried . i really cant tolerate anymore . i was pressing the cotton wool against my injection with all my strength .

When it was the second one , i was damn scare . as they said its painful . when i sat on the chair , i was shivering . =x When the nurse was about to inject , i grabbed the table . but to my surprised , it only hurt abit . the first one is much more painful . But after awhile , my left arm (second injection) began to be numb and painful . then my right arm was swollen but was not painful . right now , my left arm cant be function at the moment . the pain is simply unbearable . and the numb ! ARGHHHH !`

Farhan is damn "man" can . he said its not painful . then he was going around smacking people's arm where the injection was . -_-" . cried in class today . not because of the injections but because of my results . *sigh* shan'nt go into detail . talked to him after school . Farhan went to hit his arm . hahax . Then he overheard my conversation with Sebastian telling him i screamed during the first injection then he was there laughing . (= After that , he said goodbye to me . Zulhilmi , Afiq and all were never fails to tease me . -.- about him of cause .

Then now , Shi Nan and all were saying i like Pei Han and Farhan . -_-" First , during lesson time , i was starring at the window as i`m feeling down because of my results then shi min said " wah , day-dreaming arh . where did your soul fly to ? Pei han there arh ?" As my pencil case , i hung two bears each have a birthday date one it then one was mine and the other one was his so Sylvia and all were asking who does it represent then Jeslynn said its Farhan . Then i said "no , Farhan's birthday is on the same day as mine " . Then she said " wahh . like this dont have to buy two already what . one is enough . " Then i said i dont like Farhan then she said " that time Farhan asked me what time our supplymentry will end so i told him 4.30p.m and asked him why then he said he wants to wait for you " . -_-" Then when we were outside school , Shi Nan suddenly said " who thinks that Jolynn like Pei Han please breathe " . -.- haiix .

Then that time , Farhan told me that Jie Yi shouted in class that i like Farhan and Farhan like me . then she almost tell Miss Choo about it . luckily Farhan asked her to shut up . lol .

To everyone who says/thinks that i like Farhan/Pei Han .

Yes !` i like Farhan . In fact its love . but of cause AS A BROTHER/FRIEND !` as for Pei HAn , i really do not have any feelings towards him so stop all the rumours yea ?` - sigh- Want to know who i like now ? my answer is currently NO ONE ! (= i'm trying to forget him right now .

Went to KFC with Sebastian and all . Then Sebastian was freaking funny . At first i didn want to go with them then Sebastian said " you never go i also dont want to go " . lol . then when i was about to board the bus , ming mei shouted " Sebastian ask you to wait for another bus ". so i didn board then i walk to them realized that i got bluffed . They wanted me to go and eat with them . -_-" After that , i asked sebastian if he's going to the basketball court later on then he said if i'm going , then he'll go . if i'm not going , then he won't go either . lolx . so cute can ! After that , Ming Mei said that Jason called her a bitch then both Sebastian and me said " you'r actually one what" at the same time . then both of us hi-5 . haha . so Fated `~ After that , Shi Min asked Sebastian how much he get for his Mathematic then he say " aiyah . dont say already". [ he failed ] so i said " you say you want to go to express one right , better study hard and go huh " . Then he said " you go express i then go . you never go express then i also dont want to go " . so i said " ok . sure huh . i go express you go okiiex ? Then must come to the same school as me too . " then he said "ok . " so i said " then if i go to girls school you also much come huhx !" then he said " ok ! on !" hahahhax . had lots of laughter when we are on the way to KFC . mostly from sebastian . Then Dan Ying almost fell ! hahahah . think i didn see huh . hahax . Then she was like a mad women when we were at the KFC as we were telling her how painful the injection was as tomorrow's her turn . HAHA !` =x

After our meal , Sebastian , Wei Jie and Ming Mei walked me to the bus-stop then accompanied me to wait for the bus to arrive before they head towards the basketball court . gEez !`

Well , to be frank , i dont think i belong to A class . and its true . i got last in class for my Mathematics . -sigh- i really dunno what to do . god , please kick me out of 6A . its really too stressful for me . haiix .

Shall stop here . my arm is really hurting .

am running a fever now . since after i had my injection . boos `~ but the nurse say its normal so maybe no school for me tomorrow ! YAY !` =x

sebastian !

wanted to post this long ago but had forgotten . (=

new song for my blog . . .

Endless Story by Yuna Ito .

If you haven’t changed your mind
Soba ni ite hoshii yo Tonight
Tsuyogaru koto ni tsukareta noOsana sugita no
Everytime I think about you baby
Ima nara ieru I miss you
It’s so hard to say I’m sorry

Tatoeba dare ka no tame ja naku anata no tame ni
Utaitai kono uta wo
Owara nai story tsuduku kono kagayaki ni
Always tsutaetai zutto eien ni

Memories of our time together
Kesa nai de kono mama don’t go away
Atatakaku toke dashite tashikameru no
Yasashisa no shizuku kono mune ni hirogatteku
Setsu nai hodo ni
I’m missing you
Kasaneta te hanasa naide

Tatoeba kanau nara mou ichido anata no tame ni
Utai tai kono uta wo
Owara nai story taemanai itoshisa de
tell me why oshiete yo zutto eien ni

Tatoeba dare ka no tame ja naku anata no tame ni
Utaitai kono uta wo
Owara nai story tsuduku kono kagayaki ni
Always tsutaetai zutto eien ni

Tatoeba kanau nara mou ichido anata no tame ni
Utai tai kono uta wo
Owara nai story taemanai itoshisa de
tell me why oshiete yo zutto eien ni

Translation for English . . .

If you haven't changed your mind .
I want you to stay with me tonight .
I grew tired of trying to act stong .
I realize that i was too young , everytime i think about you , baby .
But now i can say it , i miss you .
It's so hard to say i`m sorry .

I just wish that i could sing this song for you ,and not just anyone .
An endlass story , with a ligh that never ends .
Always , i long to express my love for you for all eternity .

Memories of our time together . . .
Don't destory them like this , don't go away .
I want to thraw them out and make them real .
Droplets of your kindness explode within my heart .
I'm missing you so much it hurts .
Don't stop holding my hand .

And just if , if it were possible , i want to sing . . .
for you once again .
An endless story , with a never ending love .
Tell me why , i have to know , for all time .

I just wish that i could sing this song for you ,
and not just anyone .
An endless story , with a light that never ends .
Always , i long to express my love for you for all eternity .

I just with that i could sing this song for you ,
and not just anyone .
An endless story , with a light that never ends .
Always , i long to express my love for you for all eternity .

- trying hard to let go of you -

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